Somehow, when we weren't looking, 11 balls of 3lbs of fluff have turned into 50 lb mini wolves...
What an amazing experience the last four months have been, and each and every day, there is more change, more growth, and more to learn....
A little back history:
Almost a year ago now, we at Wild Spirit all came to the very solemn realization that Raven, the miracle he is, was reaching the end of his career as our ambassador. It is amazing for any wolf to be in the public as a spokes-wolf at all, let alone as consistently and for as many years as Raven has been gracing the public eye. At 11 years of age, Raven has put in nine longe years of ambassadorship, and after all this time of thousands of hands rubbing across his body and many long hours standing on concrete floors, it is time for some peace and quiet.
Unfortunately, along with this solemn, realist though, came another difficult one... Raven was a miracle. Wolves & wolf-dogs in captivity are hardly ever so sociable, outgoing, and patient. The chances of another Raven falling into our lap are 1 in a million at best. And so, the other realization came that our best shot was to find a pup to start working with at as early of an age as possible.
At first, this idea seemed impossible as well. Afterall, as pups, wolves too are cute, malliable balls of fluff that no one wants to get rid of... It's not until they are full grown, and starting to mature that the myriad of problems associated with ownership begin to surface.
However, a friend of the Sanctuary put us in touch with a breeder in Oregon who had had a litter of Arctic wolves. While he had decided to get out of the wolf-breeding business, the breeder still had a pair of unaltered wolves who did in fact end up having a litter of pups.
Originally, the breeder agreed that five pups would come to Wild Spirit. The idea was exciting to all of us. Now, there were five possible chances at finding an ambassador. There were five pups that would never have to enter into the open market for captive wolves. And then, somewhat disheartening to all, we heard that the breeder had in fact decided to sell the pups, and only two were still coming to our Sanctuary.
While this was a disappointment of course, we all stomached the idea, knowing that this was originally the plan, and of course, two was much less work than five.. Then, two days before Leyton & Georgia left for Oregon, we got a call saying to plan on bringing six pups back with them. That's right, from 5 to 2 to 6...
And so, 6 little Arctic wolves came to the Sanctuary... Dark gray & fluffy, crystal blue eyes, held in the palms of our hands... 6 little Arctics came to Wild Spirit, and thus began an adventure that had barely begun...
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Apologies & A Way to Help Fund the Sanctuary
The problem with living in the middle of no where, is that when you get used to Internet Access, it's disappearances makes you feel as though the world has shut down... It's been almost three months since my last post, and this is simply explained by Direct Way having the worst internet service every as far as middle of no where New Mexico is concerned.
I'll try to quickly get back up to speed and make posting a priority again, but things have been hectic at the Sanctuary--- But exciting!
In the last six months, the Sanctuary has gained 15 new residents. The four adult wolves/wolf-dogs have already been annoucned on here. But perhaps the most exciting is the addition of 11 little wolf puppies!
That's right, we rescued two litters of cubs this year. There are six Arctic wolf cubs now at 16 weeks of age. We also rescued 5 Timber wolf cubs who are one week older. Currently, the 11 are being interchanged from enclosure to enclosure on a regular basis, to see who can work with who and possibly, who may be sociable enough to be our next ambassador.
I have been writing, whether on the internet or not, so I'll be "updating" the blog in the next week with all the previous posts.
Once again, I apologize for those of you who may have become "faithful readers."
Just a note for you internet surfers-- Help us raise money by using www.goodsearch.com powered by Yahoo search engine, and for every search you do, a penny is raised for Wild Spirit Wolf Sanctuary! That's right... search for 10 items, and you've just raised 10 cents. If everyone can start using this search engine for all of their searching needs, the millionaires of the web advertisement industry will start helping our cause.
--Your much belated scriber, Angel, WSWS
I'll try to quickly get back up to speed and make posting a priority again, but things have been hectic at the Sanctuary--- But exciting!
In the last six months, the Sanctuary has gained 15 new residents. The four adult wolves/wolf-dogs have already been annoucned on here. But perhaps the most exciting is the addition of 11 little wolf puppies!
That's right, we rescued two litters of cubs this year. There are six Arctic wolf cubs now at 16 weeks of age. We also rescued 5 Timber wolf cubs who are one week older. Currently, the 11 are being interchanged from enclosure to enclosure on a regular basis, to see who can work with who and possibly, who may be sociable enough to be our next ambassador.
I have been writing, whether on the internet or not, so I'll be "updating" the blog in the next week with all the previous posts.
Once again, I apologize for those of you who may have become "faithful readers."
Just a note for you internet surfers-- Help us raise money by using www.goodsearch.com powered by Yahoo search engine, and for every search you do, a penny is raised for Wild Spirit Wolf Sanctuary! That's right... search for 10 items, and you've just raised 10 cents. If everyone can start using this search engine for all of their searching needs, the millionaires of the web advertisement industry will start helping our cause.
--Your much belated scriber, Angel, WSWS
Monday, May 22, 2006
This Struggle Cannot Be Overcome By All
Last week, I found myself on the road to Ohio with our newest volunteer, Mary, to pick up two new residents. A few weeks ago, we received an email from Tiffany Poulton, the Executive Director of The Richard E Flauto Wildlife Foundation. After inheriting the Sanctuary with the sudden loss of her former fiance, Rich, Tiffany has been struggling to survive for the last five years and doing anything and everything in her power to keep the Sanctuary alive. Unfortunately, as the years have passed, Tiffany has found herself working 2-3 jobs and along with her father, holding the sole responsibility for the 24 animals in her care. After attempting fundraising and volunteer recruitment efforts to no avail, she has decided that she must dissolve the Sanctuary, and thus, find placement for all of her animals. While we were only able to make a dent, we have been able to rescue two of her girls to become companions to two of our boys.
When Rich was a young child, he once told his mother, "Mom, when I grow up, I'm going to have lions and wolves." Little did his mother know at the time, that even Rich was in for a surprise when he matured. It was actually due to the loss of a common house cat that Rich began his rescue efforts. Tiffany remembers the loss as one that practically destroyed Rich. A cosmetologist by trade, Tiffany happened to be working on a client one day who announced that she was a "wolf-hybrid breeder" and invited Tiffany to come feed one of the newly born pups. Thinking that going to visit may cheer Rich up, she made arrangements to take him to the breeders house two days later. In the meantime, however, Rich and Tiffany were surprised to see the breeder on the evening news, charged for several counts of animal cruelty. When Tiffany explained to Rich that this was to be his surprised, his response was, "We have to do something to help them." Many of the womans animals were placed with another breeder who was very overwhelmed by the new arrivals. Rich and Tiffany picked up three of the pups to ease his burden, and thus began their rescue efforts.
In the coming years, Rich began seeking out wolves suffering abuse. He was able to rescue several wolves from an illegal fur farm, a petting zoo, and several irreputalbe breeders. Many of the animals he rescued were saved early in life, and thus, Tiffany & Rich bottle fed many of the residents at the Sanctuary.
At the age of 31, Rich died of a sudden heart attack. At this point, since Tiffany and Rich were not married yet, and due to the unexpected circumstances there was no will, the Sanctuary property was foreclosed on and put up for auction. Realizing that if they property was purchased all of the animals would be destroyed, Tiffany began scrambling to raise enough money for the 10% downpayment. At the auction, she was forced to bid large quantities against other bidders, as when the subject of the wolves was brought up, the general concensus was "We'll just shoot them." She was able to win, though she still had to search for the funding.
At the time of Rich's death, Tiffany knew nothing about wolves, their care, or the upkeep of a Sanctuary. Left with nothing but hope, her family and a few select friend's of Rich began tireless efforts to learn everything they could. With time, Tiffany founded the foundation in honor of her belated fiance. New enclosures were built. Fundraisers were attempted. An educational outreach program went into effect. However, in the meantime, all of the scrambling to simply survive had left a few of the females unspayed, and soon, the arrival of 11 wolf puppies became all that could be worried about. After the pups were born, the females were immediately spayed, however, there was now a population of 24 animals, and things were not getting any easier.
Throughout the years, Tiffany lost much of the support she had had when Rich first died. He had been a good friend, and many people wanted to honor his memory by assisting at first. However, with time, life gets in the way of volunteer work all too often, and soon, Tiffany, with some help from her father, became the only care-giver. Fundraising efforts were a flop, and educational programs brought little interest let alone funding. Tiffany realized that she could not survive anymore, working two jobs, and living out the life that was someone else's dream. At this point, an email was sent out to several Sanctuaries, including ours.
Our isolation enclosures are now occupied by two beautiful females, Maki & Kamia. Maki is a 5 year old Arctic/Timber cross who will hopefully finally give companionship to our newest boy, Cheyenne. Kamia is a 6 year old British Columbian/Timber cross who has a very sweet, calm disposition. We are hoping that she can take Meea's place in Fenris's heart, as Fenris is getting older and less playful, and Meea is simply languishing in an environment that is not someone's backyard.
The car ride was very stressful to the new girls, however now they are beginning to settle in to life across the country, and soon, we are sure they will begin singing with the chorus as well.
When Rich was a young child, he once told his mother, "Mom, when I grow up, I'm going to have lions and wolves." Little did his mother know at the time, that even Rich was in for a surprise when he matured. It was actually due to the loss of a common house cat that Rich began his rescue efforts. Tiffany remembers the loss as one that practically destroyed Rich. A cosmetologist by trade, Tiffany happened to be working on a client one day who announced that she was a "wolf-hybrid breeder" and invited Tiffany to come feed one of the newly born pups. Thinking that going to visit may cheer Rich up, she made arrangements to take him to the breeders house two days later. In the meantime, however, Rich and Tiffany were surprised to see the breeder on the evening news, charged for several counts of animal cruelty. When Tiffany explained to Rich that this was to be his surprised, his response was, "We have to do something to help them." Many of the womans animals were placed with another breeder who was very overwhelmed by the new arrivals. Rich and Tiffany picked up three of the pups to ease his burden, and thus began their rescue efforts.
In the coming years, Rich began seeking out wolves suffering abuse. He was able to rescue several wolves from an illegal fur farm, a petting zoo, and several irreputalbe breeders. Many of the animals he rescued were saved early in life, and thus, Tiffany & Rich bottle fed many of the residents at the Sanctuary.
At the age of 31, Rich died of a sudden heart attack. At this point, since Tiffany and Rich were not married yet, and due to the unexpected circumstances there was no will, the Sanctuary property was foreclosed on and put up for auction. Realizing that if they property was purchased all of the animals would be destroyed, Tiffany began scrambling to raise enough money for the 10% downpayment. At the auction, she was forced to bid large quantities against other bidders, as when the subject of the wolves was brought up, the general concensus was "We'll just shoot them." She was able to win, though she still had to search for the funding.
At the time of Rich's death, Tiffany knew nothing about wolves, their care, or the upkeep of a Sanctuary. Left with nothing but hope, her family and a few select friend's of Rich began tireless efforts to learn everything they could. With time, Tiffany founded the foundation in honor of her belated fiance. New enclosures were built. Fundraisers were attempted. An educational outreach program went into effect. However, in the meantime, all of the scrambling to simply survive had left a few of the females unspayed, and soon, the arrival of 11 wolf puppies became all that could be worried about. After the pups were born, the females were immediately spayed, however, there was now a population of 24 animals, and things were not getting any easier.
Throughout the years, Tiffany lost much of the support she had had when Rich first died. He had been a good friend, and many people wanted to honor his memory by assisting at first. However, with time, life gets in the way of volunteer work all too often, and soon, Tiffany, with some help from her father, became the only care-giver. Fundraising efforts were a flop, and educational programs brought little interest let alone funding. Tiffany realized that she could not survive anymore, working two jobs, and living out the life that was someone else's dream. At this point, an email was sent out to several Sanctuaries, including ours.
Our isolation enclosures are now occupied by two beautiful females, Maki & Kamia. Maki is a 5 year old Arctic/Timber cross who will hopefully finally give companionship to our newest boy, Cheyenne. Kamia is a 6 year old British Columbian/Timber cross who has a very sweet, calm disposition. We are hoping that she can take Meea's place in Fenris's heart, as Fenris is getting older and less playful, and Meea is simply languishing in an environment that is not someone's backyard.
The car ride was very stressful to the new girls, however now they are beginning to settle in to life across the country, and soon, we are sure they will begin singing with the chorus as well.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
As Seasons Change
Spring is in full swing and summer approaching, and the howls of the compound are strong with the change of season, loss of winter coats, and life revealing itself all over the ranch. It's been over a month since I've written, and it's simply because of changes and business, excitement and distraction, losses and gains, and everything else in between.
The Summer is bringing extreme change with it... Over the years, Candy Kitchen Rescue Ranch has blossomed into Wild Spirit Wolf Sanctuary, and it feels as though just now, finally, Wild Spirit is finally embracing itself and developing into the Sanctuary and Educational Facility it has worked for all these years. There will be so much more effort, evolution, and time, but we are on the verge, and with the changing seasons, the people are howling inside as much as the wolves.
Simple changes have happened... New volunteers coming in, the Wolf Kitchen finally being usable and the Wolf Trailer finally carried far, far away. The remainders of the original compound, while leaving their nostalgia, are finally being removed to signify the physical transition. Walkways are being modified/beautified... Enclosures are going through spring cleaning and maintenance, and our office is moving to its new location, slowly but surely, allowing for the beginning of our installation of public restrooms.
Our resident's lives are also changing in some ways. Cheyenne, our newest boy, has moved to a big enclosure on the hill and anxiously awaits the arrival of a girlfriend from Ohio. Rain, our girl who was meant to be with Cheyenne, showed us rather clearly that she was a perfect match for Ashlar, and after residing with him for only a week, they have become a playful, affectionate couple that bring smiles to the faces of any and all passers-by. Kaisa has finally found a home, and within a few weeks, they will make the drive from Missouri to pick up their newest family member. We believe that Meea will also be finding a home, a wonderful couple from California who recently moved in, leaving Fenris with an older lady more to his interests. We hope that Greebo & Hooter, Wapahnee, & possibly Shauntehey will be quickly following in their luck.
A Sanctuary in Ohio that is closing down has requested our assistance, and with time, we may be receiving several of their animals. We have also recently received news that 5 Arctic wolf puppies will be joining our family. While deserving, low-to-no content wolf-dogs are finding homes, other animals needing rescue are finding their safe haven at our facility.
Not all change has been pleasant, however. Several of the animals we currently house are growing very old, beyond 15 years for many, and with age has arrived many health problems. While it is difficult, this too is a sign of evolution, time, and the passion that originally began our effort all those years ago when these animals were rescued.
Also, we unfortunately lost a more distant relative of the family -- an animal who's life was able to educate and inspire many, while acting as an ambassador. One of our dear friends, Dick Thayer, a board member, volunteer, and family member, recently lost his partner, Arrow, an Alaskan Noble Companion Dog who represented the availability of wolfy-looking animals with a disposition taht could be matched by no other. With the assistance of Dick, Arrow was able to teach many people about how difficult it can be to tell the difference between a wolf and a dog, as well as inspire many potential wolf-dog owners, to find in his breed an equally beautiful animal, wth a personality that belongs in a home. We lost Arrow while he was at work, and while his death greatly pains us all, we feel honored to be blessed by his presence, and that he respectfully passed while doing what he did best --educating & inspiring the public. Our prayers are all with Dick, and we know that his strength and Arrow's lingering love and spirit will pull him through as well.
As summer approaches and our residents begin losing their winter coats, liberating them to the heat and activity, we too are shedding our winter securities and with the assistane of a new crew of summer volunteers, are beginning to embark upon many life-changing activities to better our Sanctuary and expand our outreach goals.
The Summer is bringing extreme change with it... Over the years, Candy Kitchen Rescue Ranch has blossomed into Wild Spirit Wolf Sanctuary, and it feels as though just now, finally, Wild Spirit is finally embracing itself and developing into the Sanctuary and Educational Facility it has worked for all these years. There will be so much more effort, evolution, and time, but we are on the verge, and with the changing seasons, the people are howling inside as much as the wolves.
Simple changes have happened... New volunteers coming in, the Wolf Kitchen finally being usable and the Wolf Trailer finally carried far, far away. The remainders of the original compound, while leaving their nostalgia, are finally being removed to signify the physical transition. Walkways are being modified/beautified... Enclosures are going through spring cleaning and maintenance, and our office is moving to its new location, slowly but surely, allowing for the beginning of our installation of public restrooms.
Our resident's lives are also changing in some ways. Cheyenne, our newest boy, has moved to a big enclosure on the hill and anxiously awaits the arrival of a girlfriend from Ohio. Rain, our girl who was meant to be with Cheyenne, showed us rather clearly that she was a perfect match for Ashlar, and after residing with him for only a week, they have become a playful, affectionate couple that bring smiles to the faces of any and all passers-by. Kaisa has finally found a home, and within a few weeks, they will make the drive from Missouri to pick up their newest family member. We believe that Meea will also be finding a home, a wonderful couple from California who recently moved in, leaving Fenris with an older lady more to his interests. We hope that Greebo & Hooter, Wapahnee, & possibly Shauntehey will be quickly following in their luck.
A Sanctuary in Ohio that is closing down has requested our assistance, and with time, we may be receiving several of their animals. We have also recently received news that 5 Arctic wolf puppies will be joining our family. While deserving, low-to-no content wolf-dogs are finding homes, other animals needing rescue are finding their safe haven at our facility.
Not all change has been pleasant, however. Several of the animals we currently house are growing very old, beyond 15 years for many, and with age has arrived many health problems. While it is difficult, this too is a sign of evolution, time, and the passion that originally began our effort all those years ago when these animals were rescued.
Also, we unfortunately lost a more distant relative of the family -- an animal who's life was able to educate and inspire many, while acting as an ambassador. One of our dear friends, Dick Thayer, a board member, volunteer, and family member, recently lost his partner, Arrow, an Alaskan Noble Companion Dog who represented the availability of wolfy-looking animals with a disposition taht could be matched by no other. With the assistance of Dick, Arrow was able to teach many people about how difficult it can be to tell the difference between a wolf and a dog, as well as inspire many potential wolf-dog owners, to find in his breed an equally beautiful animal, wth a personality that belongs in a home. We lost Arrow while he was at work, and while his death greatly pains us all, we feel honored to be blessed by his presence, and that he respectfully passed while doing what he did best --educating & inspiring the public. Our prayers are all with Dick, and we know that his strength and Arrow's lingering love and spirit will pull him through as well.
As summer approaches and our residents begin losing their winter coats, liberating them to the heat and activity, we too are shedding our winter securities and with the assistane of a new crew of summer volunteers, are beginning to embark upon many life-changing activities to better our Sanctuary and expand our outreach goals.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Gratitude in Daily Life
Giving tours at the Sanctuary is a wonderful experience to meet people from all over the nation, and sometimes from all over the world. This is one of the most rewarding aspects, and as time goes on, I realize it more and more. Through dealing with the public, our membership base, and long-time supporters, I've met so many fantastic, generous, compassionate people, from all walks of life. Often times, they are curious about me as well, mainly wondering how a person ends up working at a wolf Sanctuary in the middle of no where New Mexico.
Originally from Pennsylvania, about a year ago, I was attending school at Antioch College in Ohio, as a third year psychology major. My life's ambition for as long as I could remember was to achieve my doctorate in Experimental Psychology, and act as a research psychologist specializing in rare mental disorders. As Antioch has a co-op program, I was able to choose a job every other semester or so, and earn credit while gaining life experience. Toward the end, I wanted to go somewhere far away from the hassles of everyday life, do something totally out of my field, and spend some time studying for the GRE. Wild Spirit Wolf Sanctuary was one of the co-op opportunities, and this seemed like an interesting place.
My mother is a Wildlife Biologist, and while I've always loved animals, as typical, I subconciously rebelled against anything my mother was interested in. I never once considerd a career dealing with animals, especially not one that had anything to do with science. However, after spending two years of my life without so much as a dog by my side, coming to the Sanctuary and entering into enclosure for the first time rekindled a passion inside of me that for a short time was completely stifled.
To make a long story short, when I came to the Sanctuary, I planned to stay a little under three months, but when I got here, I fell in love, and, well, never left.
This is a magical place. Southern New Mexico has been a dream for my physical health, and being surrounded by dedicated people and an animal with more emotional power than one can imagine, has given me a sense of emotional freedom and peace that I had never dreamt could exist.
My time with these animals has meant more to me than any other experience in my life. To sit quietly in the enclosure of an animal who is typically so fearful of humans that the pacing never ends, and have them stop, three feet from your hand just to sniff the air the two of you share, is a reward greater than a thousand licks from different domesticated dogs. That trust, that bond, that understanding and acceptance-- It is enough to fuel one's entire self-esteem and make them feel worthy, loved, and whole -- more than anything a person, marred by the human deficiencies, could ever offer.
Sometimes, walking through the compound at night, or early in the morning, when not another human is in site or in hearing distance, I feel more at home and safe than I could with my entire family and friends around me. When the sun is just beginning to rise, the birds are chirping and the air is still-- when the sun is setting, the moon is rising, and the cool of night is beginning to rest on the earth -- and a howl, of fifty voices begins to echo through the area, so too does it echo in me. These voices, no matter how marred by human wrong-doings, have a power beyond what we can fathom changing. This is the soul of the earth, in audible form. And for that, I am thankful. And for that reason, I couldn't dream of somewhere I would rather be...
Originally from Pennsylvania, about a year ago, I was attending school at Antioch College in Ohio, as a third year psychology major. My life's ambition for as long as I could remember was to achieve my doctorate in Experimental Psychology, and act as a research psychologist specializing in rare mental disorders. As Antioch has a co-op program, I was able to choose a job every other semester or so, and earn credit while gaining life experience. Toward the end, I wanted to go somewhere far away from the hassles of everyday life, do something totally out of my field, and spend some time studying for the GRE. Wild Spirit Wolf Sanctuary was one of the co-op opportunities, and this seemed like an interesting place.
My mother is a Wildlife Biologist, and while I've always loved animals, as typical, I subconciously rebelled against anything my mother was interested in. I never once considerd a career dealing with animals, especially not one that had anything to do with science. However, after spending two years of my life without so much as a dog by my side, coming to the Sanctuary and entering into enclosure for the first time rekindled a passion inside of me that for a short time was completely stifled.
To make a long story short, when I came to the Sanctuary, I planned to stay a little under three months, but when I got here, I fell in love, and, well, never left.
This is a magical place. Southern New Mexico has been a dream for my physical health, and being surrounded by dedicated people and an animal with more emotional power than one can imagine, has given me a sense of emotional freedom and peace that I had never dreamt could exist.
My time with these animals has meant more to me than any other experience in my life. To sit quietly in the enclosure of an animal who is typically so fearful of humans that the pacing never ends, and have them stop, three feet from your hand just to sniff the air the two of you share, is a reward greater than a thousand licks from different domesticated dogs. That trust, that bond, that understanding and acceptance-- It is enough to fuel one's entire self-esteem and make them feel worthy, loved, and whole -- more than anything a person, marred by the human deficiencies, could ever offer.
Sometimes, walking through the compound at night, or early in the morning, when not another human is in site or in hearing distance, I feel more at home and safe than I could with my entire family and friends around me. When the sun is just beginning to rise, the birds are chirping and the air is still-- when the sun is setting, the moon is rising, and the cool of night is beginning to rest on the earth -- and a howl, of fifty voices begins to echo through the area, so too does it echo in me. These voices, no matter how marred by human wrong-doings, have a power beyond what we can fathom changing. This is the soul of the earth, in audible form. And for that, I am thankful. And for that reason, I couldn't dream of somewhere I would rather be...
Monday, March 27, 2006
A Tribute to a Cheerful Spirit
When Grey Shadow passed away a few weeks ago, my heart wrenched like it has with no other animal’s passing. His death was not expected, and for me, it was a loss of a consistently friendly face.
Grey Shadow, a low-content wolf-dog who came to the Sanctuary with his mate and son, was one of the most entertaining characters in the compound. He was full of health problems, arthritis, hypothyroid, obesity, and still expressed side effects of a previous mineral deficiency. So perhaps, his death should have been expected at any moment. However, this wonderful “tub on legs” never shown any signs of pain or discomfort, and in fact, may very well have been the happiest animal at the Sanctuary.
Care-takers were constantly greeted with as much licking as they could handle, and much scent-rolling and
affection for as long as they were interested. After his initial greeting, Grey Shadow would tumble off, and often, investigate the fecal bucket his human friend had brought in, as though it was his own personal treasure chest. This particular habit, while not necessarily appealing, was one of his most endearing traits. It was a well-known fact throughout the compound that two things made Grey Shadow happy: Food, and, well, poop.Grey Shadow had a wonderful demeanor. Each time I walked past his enclosure, he was guaranteed to stiffly push himself up from the ground, trot over and, tongue hanging limply from his mouth, greet me as I passed. He was completely content to busy himself with sun bathing, resting in the shade, slowly munching on bones and left-over breakfast, or, when a friendly bi-ped assisted, go for a short walk. Grey Shadow was easily pleased with a short walk of five-ten minutes. While he enjoyed this thoroughly, he would tire easily, and if he did make it too far from the compound, become stressed being away from home too long.
One time in particular, it was as though he suddenly realized we had made it too far. He stopped in his tracks and refused to go in any direction but back the way we had come. I desperately tried to convince him to go the shorter route back to his enclosure, as we had been going in a circle, but he was dead-set on returning the path he new to be the way home.
I suppose I must realize that Grey Shadow is in a happier place now. He’s probably much lighter, and more energetic. But I can’t help but think that for Grey Shadow, his reward in spirit is not countless meadows and forests to run through freely, but instead, a nice shady tree to lay under, an endless meaty bone, and a treasure-filled fecal bucket.
Monday, March 20, 2006
An Owner's Torment
In the last week or so, the Sanctuary has acquired two new animals, Rain and Cheyenne. Rain, a one year old mid-high-content wolf-dog from Southern California, and Cheyenne, an extremely high-content wolf-dog (think pure wolf with pointed ears) from North Carolina.
Over a month ago now, we received a call from a heart-broken woman named Sherry. About 5 years ago, Sherry purchased a female high-content wolf-dog. While we never advise ownership of these animals and are adamently opposed to breeding and sale of wolf-dogs, Sherry has been a delight, as she is one of the most responsible owners we have ever come across. She did her research. She built an enclosure that was 1/4 acre. She included a tall fence, an overhang, and a containment area. While she became very affectionate with the female, she never once considered the animal a pet, but more of a companion in her back yard. Soon after having the female, Sherry began getting concerned about having her alone, and when she visited a breeder to inquire about this, she found Cheyenne. At the time, Cheyenne was only a couple of weeks old. The owner, a backyard breeder with tiny enclosures, poor conditions, and bare-minimum socialization, was keeping all of his animals in a situation that was heart-breaking. As Sherry looked at Cheyenne, while not wanting to contribute to the breeder, her heart leapt, and she made on of the hardest mistakes to avoid. She purchased Cheyenne in an attempt to save just this one animal for poor conditions, and Cheyenne became a companion for her female.
Five years down the road, Sherry experienced one of if not the most heart-wrenching experiences of her life. While the enclosure contained an overhang and a containment, it had no ground wiring. Sherry new this was a problem, and a few times, the female did escape, but only to scratch at the door to get Sherry's attention. After much procrastination, the groundwire remained unlaid. One day, the female escaped, and within no time at all, was shot. Sherry was heartbroken and completely disgusted with herself for letting this happen. In the next few weeks, as she looked through her tears out the window to Cheyenne, howling alone, pacing alone, staring into nothingness alone, and barely eating or playing, her heart began to break anew. Here was an animal who was completely unsocial, who's only companion in life had just been lost to him. While Sherry had attempted to give the pair the best life she could, she new she had let them both down, and now, Cheyenne was languishing.
When a wolf is alone, they think of nothing other than finding companionship. They are such strong social creatures that alone, they cannot survive, and sometimes, are so depressed that they may die for no explainable reason other than a broken heart. This is especially apparent when an animal loses his or her mate.
Cheyenne proved typical. He mourned, he became less active and less interested in food, and, spent his days pacing the enclosure looking for a route to escape. The drive to find a companion is so strong, that when an animal is put into this position, they will continuously search until one day, they do achieve their goal of escape. This is often when miraculous climbing, jumping, digging, and destruction is seen.
Sherry was devastaded at the loss of the female, especially due to the bond they had shared. But now, more than ever, she realized how much she had let the pair, especially Cheyenne, down. Here was an animal languishing in her backyard, and she could do nothing to fix it... When she called the breeder, his answer was, "Just get him another female." Sherry, by this point, had fully accepted that she could not contribute to breeding anymore, and that she had failed a pair once--she was not going to do it again.
When Gary received the phone call from Sherry, his heart went out to her. We in the business of rescue constantly here cries of "My wolf-dog attacked me," and "he's destroying my house," and "it's illegal to own him here." We also consistently hear stories of disgusting abuse, neglect and malnourishment constantly. Here, for one of the first times ever, we were talking to a woman who completely admitted to her mistake, had done her absolute best in the aftermath to provide an adequate environment, and now, devastated with her failure, was doing whatever she could to place her animal in a safe, healthy, and fulfilling environment.
While the stories of animals being rescued that were abused immediately fuel ones passion to save the creature, Sherry's story of personal torment was enough to inspire a move to Sanctuary. While we were completely full at the time, we knew, that unfortunately, we could expect a few losses in the near future as animals such as Loki were showing signs of the end. We also knew that Cheyenne, if not rescued now, was bound for the abuse and misery, and eventual death, that so many animals constantly suffer. He would escape and be killed. Or, he would find himself being euthanized at the humane society. Or, he would languish and die, whether with Sherry, or a less-appropriate home. Sherry made it easy... She agreed to pay for all transport expenses, as well as a vet visit including Cheyenne's neutering. Cheyenne was also the type of animal we specialize in and accept, a high-conten wolf-dog with typical behavioral issues (he is completely unsocial.) With much work, complete with the great assistance of Continental Airlines, we were able to bring Cheyenne to the Sanctuary.
Cheyenne's story is one of salvation. However, while his is not a story of severe abuse and recovery, it is instead a story of the heartbreak of an owner who desperately attempted in every way possible to provide two animals with the proper environment. Even doing all of her research, even doing everything she possibly could, she still could not provide for these animals. Perhaps for those who are not affected by the statistics, by the educational material against owning high-content and pure animals as pets, and by what would seem an obvious reason not to purchase a wolf or wolf-dog, perhaps for them, Sherry's story of a responsible owner's torment may help instead.
Cheyenne's transport was not easy. But now, he resides at the Sanctuary, currently in an isolation enclosure while he becomes introduced to his surroundings and a new enclosure on top is prepared for him. In the meantime, another new arrival, Rain, is flirting in her wolfy way, through the isolation enclosure next door to him.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Blizzard
Saturday, after many months of so-called winter, we had our first real snow fall. During the early part of the weekend, the winds blew, the air grew chill, and snowflakes scattered throughout the day. On Saturday, for the first time, a blizzard hit us, and Sunday morning, we woke to two feet of snow and many very frisky wolves.
While for us humans here at Wild Spirit, snow can add quite the difficulty to every day activity, it’s an evocation of energy for the animals. Sunday, as we trudged from our hogans and trailers down the hills to the compound, the howls were strong and frequent, and within each enclosure, couples were frolicking, pouncing, wrestling, and munching on snow.
When I originally woke up, spoiled by my location down front, I crept out of my bed, through the gift shop, to open the door to find three very chilly outdoor cats awaiting some warmth. Smiling, I picked one up, and accompanied by my dog, Nakita, we stomped our way to the kitchen. Every inch of the property was frosted, if not covered, with snow. As the clouds cleared in the morning, the bright sun reflected off the drifts, and on the hill side was a landscape of trees, frosted with sparkling snow. The air was cool, and as the snow crept into my boots, my ankles became chilled, but the sunlight was strong enough to keep me from shivering. As I stepped in sight of the compound, the animals began their early morning howl, which was crisp and clear in the winter air, but was quickly muted by the snow.
The snow was so deep and dense, that there was no possibility of our small staff trudging through the compound to feed. We instead, began digging out one of our trucks, from the bed of snow it had found itself in. By the tool shed, our elderly couple, Zoe and Ishi, also took part in the playfulness of the day. While their romping was greatly subdued in comparison, both Ishi and Zoe pounced in the snow, both together and alone. As the day went on, their energy seemed to lower, and Ishi and Zoe were found curled up into one snug ball, almost blending in with the snow.We loaded up the back of the truck with loaf, our regular Sunday feeding, and while Kris and Sean stayed up front, Jill (one of our weekend volunteers) and I climbed into the back of the pickup, and road the rough ride up to the top of the compound. Nakita, upset that I was leaving her behind, scurried along behind our path, and I watched my little dog scattering over the snow surface. At the top, we all climbed out of the truck, and trudged over hills, loaf in hand, to feed all of the animals.
As I entered into Lupe and Embla’s enclosure, I immediately fell head first into the snow, only to open my eyes to two very curious wolf-dogs. Lupe, recognizing his caretaker, no matter how ungraceful, gave me a quick lick on the cheek and then pranced off to continue his snow-play. I looked down at my poorly formed snow-angel, and hoisted myself up to exit and continue feeding.
When we were finished caring for the compound, we all returned to our volunteer kitchen, heating our soaking-wet clothing and numb fingers by the one propane heater, and chattering light-heartedly about the snow. As I grabbed a cup of coffee and sat down by the window, Nakona, our nearest neighbor, jumped onto the top of her house, shook her body, scattering snow-flakes, and began a strong, piercing howl. Quickly, she was joined by her fellow compound residents, and a loud chorus of wolves began mingling with the noisy-quiet of snow.
The rest of the day was a quiet one. There were obviously no tours, as our road was completely closed. There was little to be done outside with so much snow in our way. And as I listened to the chatter of staff members around me, and the vocalizations of our wolf-residents, I smiled, enjoying winter more than ever before.
Winter Awakening
“And suddenly I am awakened—not from a nocturnal sleep, nor a blurred daydream—but from a life, an existence. Only a moment ago, my fingers were numb and throbbing, the blood rushing to them in an attempt to regulate heat. My hair, a tangle of fire, blazing in the wind, my cheeks, chapped with chill, and my body, shivering in the blizzard. But suddenly, there is quiet in the storm, and I find my self sitting calmly in a drift of snow, warm, and for perhaps the first time, truly awake. There is no other human here, but for some reason, I feel less lonely than ever before. There is no sign of the storm settling, nor is there shelter in sight, but for once, I feel truly safe. There has been no climactic event, nor have I learned any important lesson, but here I am, opening my eyes, and feeling a total sense of well-being fill my whole.
As I close my eyes, in an attempt to save this scene forever in my mind, a single howl begins a chorus of fifty wolves that will carry through the mountains, and then become absorbed in the snow as quickly as it began.”
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Beyond the Obvious Epidemic
Today, Jim and I met up with Jan, Dick, and Rebecca for our most recent outreach event at the grand re-opening of Petco. While Raven was a little too tired from the week's excitement to attend, Aylah and Arrow were their normal pleasant ambassador selves, and we also brought one of our sanctuary animals, Kaisa.
Kaisa is an extremely low-content wolf-dog who has spent almost her entire life at our sanctuary. After her and her littermates were born to two animals rescued from a horrible puppy-mill atmosphere, Kaisa and her brother Kireon were brought to the sanctuary and placed with an animal named Dancer. Fairly early in his life, Kireon left us, and Kaisa grew to be Dancer's mate. For the first several years, they lived happily together, and Kaisa developed into a very social, sweet girl, who loves attention. When Dancer passed away, Kaisa was left to her enclosure by herself.
Kaisa loves people, attention, and going for walks. She's very submissive to human-caretakers, and can even become shy when someone leans over her or she feels overwhelmed. She is very well-behaved on a leash, knows how to sit on command, and does not dig, climb, jump or act destructive in the slightest. Size-wise, she probably weighs roughly 60 pounds. She has beautiful almond eyes, petite features (including feet) and an adorable fluffly tail that curls slightly at the bottom. This is not a wolf-dog, and not an animal that belongs at our Sanctuary. While Kaisa has a good home here, it is not as good as she deserves. She deserves a big back yard, the size of her current enclosure, but one that is attached to a home with a family that loves her, walks her, and offers her all of the attention she could desire. She deserves the life of a normal, domestic dog. Instead of re-mating her, she has become the only animal up for adoption from the Sanctuary in many years.
Kaisa had never been indoors until last night. As we coaxed her into Jim's mother's house, she was so fearful of the new atmosphere, she dropped to the carpet and began crawling on her belly throughout the room, as though trying to find safety in being grounded. As we took her to the back porch and I sat with her, she moaned slightly, and my heart began to break in a new way for these animals.
While wolves and wolf-dogs of any content-level are terrible pets, there are some animals that are so low-content, that no wolf behavior surfaces at all. However, these animals are bred over and over again in the US, sold to buyers who are interested in owning a wolf, and then treated with the same bias that has been placed on wolves by the general population. There is such a strong surge of ego that arises in humans--particuarly Americans--to own an exotic pet, a "dangerous" guard dog, or a "spiritual-being," that wolf-dog ownership has become an epidemic. The obvious problem with this is the maturation of an animal that was never meant to be a pet. These animals are then abused, abandoned, and/or euthanized, and only a lucky few find themselves in Sanctuaries like ours. The not-so-obvious problem with this, is that sometimes, the urge and dream of these people overcomes the animal's true nature.
Each day working in administration, I receive 1-7 phone calls from people wanting to place a wolf-dog that is otherwise going to be euthanized. Most of the time, 5 of these are animals that probably have no more wolf in them than your average miniature dauchsund, or so much dog in them that they should never have been titled a "wolf-dog." I've received pictures of mixed-labradors, collies, huskeys, malamutes, german shepherds, and even Irish Wolfhounds--all animals that have virtually no (if any) wolf in them at all, that are awaiting euthanasia because someone went around calling them a wolf-dog. Sometimes it is because a normal dog behavior that could've been modified, is automatically considered to be a wolf-problem---a new scapegoat for irresponsible owners. "My wolf-dog tore up my couch!" And I can't help but think, "So did the terrier-beagle mix I had growing up."
I wanted to reach through the phone and strangle a woman from the Humane Society in Texas, recently. She had called 48 hours prior to the euthanasia of an animal they were calling a wolf-dog. I asked her to send us some pictures through email. When I received the pictures, I looked at a white dog with black spots, pointed ears with no fur, a pink nose, tiny feet, a curled wagging tail, and a coat that in the dead of winter was one-coat of thin, short fur. When questioned about the animals behavior, the woman explained that he loved people of all ages, walked well on a leash, and liked all other dogs, however he could be "very food aggressive if you try to take his food away." This was a dog. A pure dog. Perhaps one hair on the tip of his wagging tail was wolf. I asked the woman how they knew it was a wolf-dog. She said that one of the shelter people said she was, and wasn't it obvious? I told her that I, and the rest of the staff, were 99% positive that the animal had no wolf in him at all and that they should find him a good home like any other animal. She told me that his paperwork already said "wolf-dog," and that there was no turning back. This animal either had to go to a wolf Sanctuary or be euthanized.
As I sat with Kaisa, I thought of her and the few other animals we have at our Sanctuary like her. There is Greebo and Hooter, animals labled with wolf who's only indiscretion was getting too playful with a neighbor's cat. Meea, a pure dog who was sold as a wolf-dog and then found to be illegal in the state she was taken to. Artemesia, who, as a puppy "looked very wolfy." These animals have no business being at our Sanctuary. They belong in a home, just like any dog. But if they hadn't come to us when they did, they would've been euthanized.
As Kaisa crawled across the floor, my heart broke. Here is an animal who could be living the happy, social life of any dog, with a family, who has had to spend her life in a sanctuary that should be housing wolves, and because of this, she has never learned to live a normal life. Kaisa should not be crawling on her belly indoors, she should be quickly jumping off of the couch, so as not to be caught by her owners as they open the door. She should be curled up in front of a TV with a couple of kids. She should be chasing the house-cat through the kitchen. She should be sleeping at the foot of someone's bed.
With time and the encouragment of a loving owner, I'm sure that Kaisa will adjust to life as a "normal" dog. However, she will never escape the haunting title of "wolf" placed on her many years ago. If an official wanted to take her away and euthanize her, he could use the claim that he rabies vaccination hasn't been proven effective in wolf-dogs. If Kaisa were put into a situation--cornered, threatened, beaten, and she snapped in fear, leaving so much as a scratch on a person--she would have to be euthanized. If her new home for some reason left her at the humane society or some other shelter, she could not be re-adopted, she would have to be euthanized as well.
In the past year or so, Wild Spirit has decided to only accept high-content wolf-dogs and pure wolves. Low to mid-content animals can sometimes be placed in other rescues or in special circumstances, in a home. We are one of the few facilities in the nation capable of the care of a high-content or pure wolf. In the past, when there was space, any animal was accepted, and thus, animals like Kaisa, were brought to spend their life somewhere they don't belong. While we are opening our door to animals that have no where else to go, and choosing not to accept animals who would be better off somewhere else, there is no end to the ego that forces pure dogs and practically pure dogs into euthanasia. Thousands upon thousands of wolf-dogs are euthanized in the US alone every year... One has to wonder how many of these are actually dogs, stricken with a bias that should never have entered into their lives...
Kaisa, I am confident will find a good, loving home, where her new owners are understanding of these issues... Thousands of others will not. The wolf-dog epidemic goes beyond the obvious... but whether it be dogs given a death sentence because of bias, or wolves and wolf-dogs given a death-sentence because of ignorant ownership, ego, a lack of education, and irresponsibility are murdering thousands of animals every year... And while the tears I cried today are of a new pain, they are not tears that will stop anytime soon.
Kaisa is an extremely low-content wolf-dog who has spent almost her entire life at our sanctuary. After her and her littermates were born to two animals rescued from a horrible puppy-mill atmosphere, Kaisa and her brother Kireon were brought to the sanctuary and placed with an animal named Dancer. Fairly early in his life, Kireon left us, and Kaisa grew to be Dancer's mate. For the first several years, they lived happily together, and Kaisa developed into a very social, sweet girl, who loves attention. When Dancer passed away, Kaisa was left to her enclosure by herself.
Kaisa loves people, attention, and going for walks. She's very submissive to human-caretakers, and can even become shy when someone leans over her or she feels overwhelmed. She is very well-behaved on a leash, knows how to sit on command, and does not dig, climb, jump or act destructive in the slightest. Size-wise, she probably weighs roughly 60 pounds. She has beautiful almond eyes, petite features (including feet) and an adorable fluffly tail that curls slightly at the bottom. This is not a wolf-dog, and not an animal that belongs at our Sanctuary. While Kaisa has a good home here, it is not as good as she deserves. She deserves a big back yard, the size of her current enclosure, but one that is attached to a home with a family that loves her, walks her, and offers her all of the attention she could desire. She deserves the life of a normal, domestic dog. Instead of re-mating her, she has become the only animal up for adoption from the Sanctuary in many years.
Kaisa had never been indoors until last night. As we coaxed her into Jim's mother's house, she was so fearful of the new atmosphere, she dropped to the carpet and began crawling on her belly throughout the room, as though trying to find safety in being grounded. As we took her to the back porch and I sat with her, she moaned slightly, and my heart began to break in a new way for these animals.
While wolves and wolf-dogs of any content-level are terrible pets, there are some animals that are so low-content, that no wolf behavior surfaces at all. However, these animals are bred over and over again in the US, sold to buyers who are interested in owning a wolf, and then treated with the same bias that has been placed on wolves by the general population. There is such a strong surge of ego that arises in humans--particuarly Americans--to own an exotic pet, a "dangerous" guard dog, or a "spiritual-being," that wolf-dog ownership has become an epidemic. The obvious problem with this is the maturation of an animal that was never meant to be a pet. These animals are then abused, abandoned, and/or euthanized, and only a lucky few find themselves in Sanctuaries like ours. The not-so-obvious problem with this, is that sometimes, the urge and dream of these people overcomes the animal's true nature.
Each day working in administration, I receive 1-7 phone calls from people wanting to place a wolf-dog that is otherwise going to be euthanized. Most of the time, 5 of these are animals that probably have no more wolf in them than your average miniature dauchsund, or so much dog in them that they should never have been titled a "wolf-dog." I've received pictures of mixed-labradors, collies, huskeys, malamutes, german shepherds, and even Irish Wolfhounds--all animals that have virtually no (if any) wolf in them at all, that are awaiting euthanasia because someone went around calling them a wolf-dog. Sometimes it is because a normal dog behavior that could've been modified, is automatically considered to be a wolf-problem---a new scapegoat for irresponsible owners. "My wolf-dog tore up my couch!" And I can't help but think, "So did the terrier-beagle mix I had growing up."
I wanted to reach through the phone and strangle a woman from the Humane Society in Texas, recently. She had called 48 hours prior to the euthanasia of an animal they were calling a wolf-dog. I asked her to send us some pictures through email. When I received the pictures, I looked at a white dog with black spots, pointed ears with no fur, a pink nose, tiny feet, a curled wagging tail, and a coat that in the dead of winter was one-coat of thin, short fur. When questioned about the animals behavior, the woman explained that he loved people of all ages, walked well on a leash, and liked all other dogs, however he could be "very food aggressive if you try to take his food away." This was a dog. A pure dog. Perhaps one hair on the tip of his wagging tail was wolf. I asked the woman how they knew it was a wolf-dog. She said that one of the shelter people said she was, and wasn't it obvious? I told her that I, and the rest of the staff, were 99% positive that the animal had no wolf in him at all and that they should find him a good home like any other animal. She told me that his paperwork already said "wolf-dog," and that there was no turning back. This animal either had to go to a wolf Sanctuary or be euthanized.
As I sat with Kaisa, I thought of her and the few other animals we have at our Sanctuary like her. There is Greebo and Hooter, animals labled with wolf who's only indiscretion was getting too playful with a neighbor's cat. Meea, a pure dog who was sold as a wolf-dog and then found to be illegal in the state she was taken to. Artemesia, who, as a puppy "looked very wolfy." These animals have no business being at our Sanctuary. They belong in a home, just like any dog. But if they hadn't come to us when they did, they would've been euthanized.
As Kaisa crawled across the floor, my heart broke. Here is an animal who could be living the happy, social life of any dog, with a family, who has had to spend her life in a sanctuary that should be housing wolves, and because of this, she has never learned to live a normal life. Kaisa should not be crawling on her belly indoors, she should be quickly jumping off of the couch, so as not to be caught by her owners as they open the door. She should be curled up in front of a TV with a couple of kids. She should be chasing the house-cat through the kitchen. She should be sleeping at the foot of someone's bed.
With time and the encouragment of a loving owner, I'm sure that Kaisa will adjust to life as a "normal" dog. However, she will never escape the haunting title of "wolf" placed on her many years ago. If an official wanted to take her away and euthanize her, he could use the claim that he rabies vaccination hasn't been proven effective in wolf-dogs. If Kaisa were put into a situation--cornered, threatened, beaten, and she snapped in fear, leaving so much as a scratch on a person--she would have to be euthanized. If her new home for some reason left her at the humane society or some other shelter, she could not be re-adopted, she would have to be euthanized as well.
In the past year or so, Wild Spirit has decided to only accept high-content wolf-dogs and pure wolves. Low to mid-content animals can sometimes be placed in other rescues or in special circumstances, in a home. We are one of the few facilities in the nation capable of the care of a high-content or pure wolf. In the past, when there was space, any animal was accepted, and thus, animals like Kaisa, were brought to spend their life somewhere they don't belong. While we are opening our door to animals that have no where else to go, and choosing not to accept animals who would be better off somewhere else, there is no end to the ego that forces pure dogs and practically pure dogs into euthanasia. Thousands upon thousands of wolf-dogs are euthanized in the US alone every year... One has to wonder how many of these are actually dogs, stricken with a bias that should never have entered into their lives...
Kaisa, I am confident will find a good, loving home, where her new owners are understanding of these issues... Thousands of others will not. The wolf-dog epidemic goes beyond the obvious... but whether it be dogs given a death sentence because of bias, or wolves and wolf-dogs given a death-sentence because of ignorant ownership, ego, a lack of education, and irresponsibility are murdering thousands of animals every year... And while the tears I cried today are of a new pain, they are not tears that will stop anytime soon.
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